| Operation Rebirth - Stage II Completed | February 27 2003, 05:15 pm |
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Since its inception. . . the whole objective of Operation Rebirth was to get me back on my feet after the series of disasters that had plagued from late last year. With the successful deployment of OC4, Stage I was completed without much difficulty. Unfortunately, Stage II proved to be just about impossible for the past several months, until today. After a quick and lively final interview with the general manager at Best Buy at Lakeline, I was re-admitted into the Best Buy family. Obviously, this is all contingent on me passing the drug test and background check, but I do not forsee any problems in that regard. Honestly, it isn't much, but its a start. After the string of failures to gain employment elsewhere (besides being self-employed, which was what I've been doing for the past several months), this is finally a step in the right direction. So what does this mean, with Stages I and II completed? All that remains is completing III and IV. . . and possibly V if time and resources allow. If all three stages are completed, I would be returning to a very powerful position, but if only two are completed, I would at least be back on my feet again. If only one is completed, I'm doomed. There are still miles to go before I can sleep. . . yet I am so tired I cannot guarantee I can travel all those miles alone. . . |
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| Whoda thunk it? | February 24 2003, 10:51 pm |
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The trip to and from Hell was mostly uneventful, but very tiring. Neither dad nor myself got much sleep over the past twenty-four hours, and I'm sure we'll be feeling it soon enough. The mission was mostly a success though, and I hereby declare the 1st plant (a specially bred orchid) to exist in OC4. Its a trip. . . since I've never had a plant in my place of residence before. Unfortunately, the mission was not 100% successful, because the weather decided to go screwball on us. Even though when we left Austin it was roughly 60-ish degree weather, apparently a big and mean cold front followed us all the way down south to Hell. Yeah. . . Hell froze over, who would've thought? So on our way back north, we watched in dismay as the temperture began dropping lower. . . and lower. . . and lower. . . and lower still as rain turned into sleet (and ice began forming outside the Venture). This was not a good thing, as orchids tend to favor warm tempertures. By the time we got back to Austin, it was about 30-ish, with gusting winds, and occasional sleet. Within an hour of Venture's departure, occasional sleet became constant sleet. As I look outside my hilltop fortress here at OC4. . . I see an ironic winter wonderland in the middle of Texas. Makes me wish I still had my digital camera. . . :P |
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| Stand and be Judged | February 23 2003, 05:25 pm |
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Okay. . . maybe not as serious as that. But spent the entire Saturday morning at Westlake High School participating as a judge in their invitational programming contest. There were alot of young, bright individuals out there. . . hammering away at keyboards and watching their mind turn into mush in front of a computer monitor. Sorta of reminds me of when I was young. . . damn I feel old. . . :P After that, I plopped myself down in front of the XBox in the ACM office and plugged in at least two hours immersing myself in Project Gotham Racing. Surprisingly enough, it does everything that Gran Turismo III should've done as far as gameplay is concerned, and even the vehicle selection in PGR is equal to, if not better than, GT3. My only complaint is that PGR rated a Ford Focus as better than a Porsche Boxster. Personally, I have a very hard time seeing that. . . At the end of the afternoon I decided to drop in at the ACM LAN party and see what was up. As expected, there was a pretty good turn out, and lots of digital fragging ensued. At first I wasn't really expecting to actually join in the fragging, but in the end I succumbed and partook in a few Counterstrike games. So I spent the rest of the evening switching between hunting down terrorists as a counter-terrorist, cursing at PGR and watching a Ford Focus pull ahead of my Porsche Boxster, and just general yapping with the other ACMers. Unfortunately, the expected DDR tournament never took place. All in a all a generally pleasant day yesterday. Now I'm just waiting in standby mode until the Venture comes into port. . . and then dad and I will be heading down back to Hell. . . Of all the reasons to go back to Hell, we're going back to pick up some flowers. Go figure. . . :P |
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| Elemental | February 21 2003, 10:53 pm |
![]() Actually. . . that's a pretty accurate description of me. . . I was very surprised by the results from the quiz at mutedfaith.com I get to wake up at 6AM in the morning tomorrow to go volunteer as a judge at a programming contest at Westlake High School. This should be interesting. . . |
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| Tsuki Hitotsu | February 21 2003, 02:52 am |
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Things have been pretty calm the past few days. Spent all day Wedensday finishing up work on Bonnie's dad's computer (the old Quincy Pro), the File Allocation Table somehow got completely corrupted, and I was requested to recover some important documents from it. Didn't do much else because I simply wasn't feeling up to it (I blame it on a case of acute depression). Since I was pretty much done with Quincy Pro, I turned it back over to Bonnie's dad on Thursday morning. He invited me to lunch, and since I had to be out at the Office of the Attorney General at 3PM anyways, I accepted. The food was good, the company was decent, so I couldn't ask for much else. The reason I went to the OAG today was because a group of us are trying to pursue some sort of legal action against Anshin (the company that offered us employment as Network Administrators). This was initiated because it seemed that the company was not holding up its end of the contract in good faith, and furthermore because there's currently a lawsuit in progress in Missouri that is dealing with the same type of business practices that this one is exhibiting. So I guess we're pretty much cutting our losses, and try to recover what we can. The person we spoke to about this matter couldn't offer much assurance that it could be resolved properly, but they said the matter will be looked into. That's probably the best we can do at this point (unless we pursue our own class action lawsuit). Since I'm currently caught up watching Gundam SEED, I decided to look up some of the songs from the OST. During my search I accidentally tripped on this song called "Tsuki Hitotsu" by See-Saw. While it is in japanese, the rythm and tempo is actually very soft and smooth, and stirs up alot of the sense of nostalgia and reminiscence. It'd be a good song to be played as a slow dance song (a la Prom night or similar social gathering). Or at my funeral, whichever comes first. Okay, maybe my funeral will come MUCH later. . . I can't die yet. Still too many things to do. And miles to go before I sleep. And miles to go before I sleep. |
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| Dreams | February 19 2003, 11:59 am |
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Don't know what's wrong with me, but I haven't been able to sleep well at all the past two nights. . . mainly because I keep on having really weird dreams. . . 1st dream put me in a security officer persona, where I'm investigating this old abandoned mansion that used to be a private school. The twist of it is, there's a ghost haunting the place, and everyone who went in to investigate has never came back out. Yeah yeah. . . I know, cheesy movie setup. . . but it was strange nonetheless because usually my dreams don't involve ghosts. . . in fact I think this was the first dream I had that involved ghosts. . . I don't quite remember the details, other than me sitting in a car looking through the front gates of the estate. . . hmm. . . kind of reminds me of House of the Dead, now that I think about it. . . except the ghost was the Red Queen from Resident Evil. But since both of them has alot of similarities (bio-weapons research), I can see why my sub-conscious mixed them up. 2nd dream was a bit more straight-forward. I think. . . This one took place in the wild wild west, where I was a lone gunman (Trigun-style) just traveling the wasteland, until I came across a town with a beautiful woman, whom I fell madly in love with, but it was a futile venture, because she was madly in love with a Army colonel who was an obvious playboy. Nonetheless I befriended her and stood by her side whenever she ran into difficulties. The bizzare love triangle was soon broken, when she agreed to marry her heart's desire, and my feelings were conveyed to her by a mutual friend. We acted like adults and went our separate ways, but before I left town a train came in, bearing evidence that destroyed the Army colonel's credibility. However, the train (without its crew) suddenly took off on its own with passengers aboard, headed towards a broken bridge. So I ran and ran and ran until I hopped onto the engine and did my best to stop the train (by blowing up the engine). I was thrown off the train, and landed in a rock pile, and subsequently lost consciousness. When I came to, I was informed that the passengers were saved because of me, and that the woman I fell in love with changed her mind when she realized that the person who had been there for her the most was the right one for her. Blarg. . . these dreams are getting weirder by the day. . . |
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| Recovery Ops | February 18 2003, 11:48 pm |
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Busy day today. . . spent the morning at my second interview at Best Buy, which turned out to be just the Sales Manager making sure I knew what I was getting myself into (and making sure he's not adding an incompetent retail worker into his budget). I can most certainly understand his position, but I just hope that I made it clear to him that I have had experience working at Best Buy, and know what I'm doing (granted. . . alot may have changed since I last worked at Best Buy. . . but still. . .) After that, I spent the bulk of the afternoon working with Rus and resolving some of his minor computer problems. Apparently he ran out of hard drive space, but while working on that there was a few other minor issues that he requested me to address while I was there. Managed to resolve everything, except for the hard drive, which was not in stock at Fry's. So I pointed him to a online merchant which did carry the drive, and now we're just waiting for the drive to arrive. By around 4PM I finally made my own back to Design Edge to meet up with James to see about moving the bike. The poor girl has been sitting (neglected) in Foohey's backyard for the past six months, and she was a pitiful site when we drove up. Spent fifteen minutes trying to start her up, and finally gave up due to a dying battery. So James drove us over to a car mechanic place he used to work at, and borrowed their heavy-duty industrial-strength battery charger. Thirty minutes later we were on our way back to Foohey's place, with a freshly charged battery. Unfortunately, it appeared that a recharged battery wasn't going to do it, as she still was not starting up. It was quite heart-rending. But after a few more coaxings, she finally started up with a full throttled roar. Obviously I was grinning from ear to ear when I heard her growl like that. Even though she wasn't street-legal (due to the crash back in August), I carefully rode her to a place where we could roll it onto James' truck, and then proceeded at a cautious pace to Kyle's place (where the repairs will actually take place). Kyle actually has a pretty good setup at his recently moved-in house, as we soon found out. James and I were both pleasantly surprised at how Kyle is furnishing his place (having a separate garage AND a workshop is quite nice). Once we moved the bike into his shop, we began a preliminary checklist on what needed to be replaced, and what could be repaired. As expected, the internal damage is not severe, but the cosmetic damage will cost me a bundle. Still. . . it was definitely nice being on a bike once again. . . and I cannot wait until she's ready to tackle the roads once again. I miss her. . . |
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| Stranger in a strange. . . | February 17 2003, 09:29 pm |
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As expected. . . Bonnie did not take the news of my decision to pursue law enforcement well. . . much discussion took place last night in this regard, and I am not certain as to whether any of us benefitted from such discussions. It was. . . quite difficult. . . as much as for her as it is for me. . . *sigh*. . . However, yesterday before I made the trip from Plano to Austin, I received a call from the Best Buy store near Lakeline. I had previously submitted an application for Best Buy online, and was informed that they would call me back for an interview. And so they did. I went in for the first interview today and everything seemed to go well. I have a few more interviews to go through before I'm offered a job, so I'm not counting any chickens just yet. Figures. . . I try to alter course and things suddenly roll into place. 'course, now that I've said this I probably just jinxed myself and condemned myself to unemployment hell. :P Spent the rest of the day after the interview cleaning out the car. I tried to use the car wash that's here on the complex, but man. . . it is the most inefficient car wash known to man. You have to put in $1 for 1 minute of wash time, $2 minimum. And you can't "pause" the wash time even though there's a "STOP" button. So even if you're not using water, guess what? You're time is still counting down. Maybe I should make a complaint to the management or something. After wasting $4 I decided to revert to the tried and true water bucket system. Took me about 2.5 hours in all to clean the car inside and out, but watching it glistening in the sun in its almighty glory was definitely worth it. :) Plus, it gave me a chance to meet my neighbors (several of them just had to stop by and chat about the car). . . |
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| Future Uncertain | February 15 2003, 11:01 pm |
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Despite a rather uneventful Valentine's Day, life still puttered along for me. . . until today. After much indecision and researching into this matter, I finally made up my mind about which direction my life will be heading towards for the immediate future: I have decided to make a slight career change, and begin applying at the Police Academy. I can give a lot of reasons I have for making this change, and while some of them are not very convincing, most of it simply has to do with the idea that whatever I do on the job just might make a difference in someone's life. Like I said above, this was not an easy decision, and it took me a while to reconcile some differences of opinions inside my head. My parents took the news surprisingly well, reassuring me that whatever I do is fine as long as I am sure that this is what I want to do, and that I am not risking my life for some pointless venture. What is my goal in joining the police force? Quite simple. . . my ideal position would be divided as thus: I would spend most of my time in the cyber-crimes division, while on stand-by call as a SWAT member. I realize that it will be a long while before I get there (optimistically, at least 5 years, conservatively, 8 years), but its been a dream of mine to do that for quite some time now. So as soon as I return to OC4 on Monday (I'm currently back in Plano), I will be submitting my application and began the SEALs physical training in earnest. I may yet to see my dream come true. . . |
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| Distortion | February 14 2003, 12:05 am |
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Was feeling pretty distorted today. Started with drifting out of sleep (notice I did not say wake up) at around 11:30AM, feeling all out of sorts. And then started talking to Bonnie, and got into a minor scruffle with her because I did not plan to visit her on Valentine's. Not too sure whether I should've felt annoyed or guilty or ironic at the whole thing. Like I said, wasn't feeling well. But ended up agreeing to go see her at the end of Febuary. . . and maybe squeeze in some skiing if I summon enough courage to do so (without health insurance). Dinner with Jennifer was pretty peaceful. I picked her up and we went for pho, and they messed up my vietnamese coffee slightly, but I wasn't going to ruin the evening over that. Some minor reminiscing of Hell ensued, but mostly discussed about current events (Iraq, Columbia, the meaning of Godot. . . okay, not Godot. . .). Then we jetted over to OC4 so she could check the place out. She insisted on buying me coffee at Seattle's Best Coffee because I bought her dinner, but chance would have it SBC was closed by the time we got there. So instead I made her some cappuacino, and we chatted about Chinese New Years and Mardi Gras (which I'm considering attending this year). Because she had a flight tomorrow to go see her boyfriend in California, I drove her home before it got too late. Like I said. . . pretty uneventful day. . . which is a good thing considering my distorted brain. Too bad I can't install a Ctrl-Alt-Del button in my solar plexis. . . it would help alot. . . |
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| Quick and Dirty Evening | February 13 2003, 12:56 am |
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Ironically, I almost missed out on tonight's activities. I was all getting ready to cook dinner (NY strip steak with sauteed onions and mushrooms), when I realized that several ACMers were planning to go to laser tag at 8PM. So I regretfully put everything back into the fridge and sped out to campus to join the gathering troops for the night's battle. Except the battlefield was closed. Turns out Blazer Lazer is closed on Tuesdays and Wedensdays. So instead, the bunch of us (Matt, Austin, Dan, Matt, and a couple of others and myself) headed towards Dave & Busters for some alternative gaming. And boy was it my night. First game I played was Daytona, and finished 1st place out of 4 by inching ahead 3 milliseconds in front of my nearest competitor and smacking Dan against the wall (sent him flying too :) ). Next was 911 Police (the motion sensor real-life simulation thingie) and got all the way up to Deputy Chief before running out of time; it was the first time I stayed alive that long. Then I tried the Pump It Up DDR-wannabe with Matt, and proceeded to kick all manners of booty (managed to gather a large crowd who were cheering me on. . . felt really good. . .). After that was Arctic Thunder (which I never played before), and stole 1st place from Sam by kicking his rider off his snowmobile. *evil grin*. And then I played some Silent Scope (was scoring way more head shots than I normal could have possibly made) but didn't get very far. My proudest achievement for the night was finishing the Sega F15 Strike Fighter simulator. . . I've been playing that everytime I go to D&B, and always died by the 3rd or 4th mission. But this time, I flew through the entire game with only minor scratches to the paintjob, and with a couple of close calls on the mission time limit. That's one more thing scratched off of my life's-to-do list. :) After D&B we chowed down at Kerbey North, and then Dan and Austin followed me home to check out the new Outpost Command IV. Some more DDR action ensued, but my pads began to show significant wear and tear. Guess I'm going to have to break them apart and resurface them. . . which is at least an full-afternoon job. . . *content sigh*. . . lots of fun. . . now I'm just hoping it doesn't rain tomorrow so I can wash the car. Have a dinner appointment with Jennifer tomorrow and I don't want to show up too grimy. |
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| Words will fill the gaps. . . | February 11 2003, 10:36 pm |
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Just finished watching the anime series called "Argento Soma". At first, I was very confused with what was going on. . . and as I kept watching, I became even more confused. . . Things did not begin to fall into place until around episode 20 (out of 26 episodes total). But once that happened, I began to appreciate more and more of what the story was trying to say, and was able to reflect properly on how it relates to our existence today. The premise of the story is about a futuristic Earth under siege from visiting aliens. I mean visiting by them just dropping from the sky and touching down at some place on Earth, and heads towards an area named Pilgrimage Point (since all the aliens to date have set their course to that area). Unfortunately, in their passage they leave behind wide swaths of destruction, partly because they inadvertently smash through a metropolis, and partly because the military become over-enthusiastic in trying to stop it. Hence we have the ultra-secret military organization named FUNERAL whose sole purpose is to stop the marauding aliens, which happens to acquire an abnormal alien and adds it to their arsenal in their fight against the invaders. Reminds you of Evangelion, doesn't it? Among the FUNERAL members is one reclusive pilot who joined FUNERAL with an eternal hatred towards the abnormal alien (because he thinks it killed his girlfriend). However, as the story progresses, he finds that not all truths are absolute. And the viewer will be treated with twists and turns after each episode. What was once considered "right" can change to "wrong" in the very next minute. What is considered to be the line between allies and enemies can very well be turned against us when we least expect it. But through it all, individuals are still capable of demonstrate courage, honor, loyalty, strength, and love even in the face of the gravest situations. What I do find relevant is that the series contain within it a story of a mission of space exploration gone awry. Because of that catastrophe, mankind became reclusive, in fear of anything that is extraterristrial. With that fear also comes power struggles between those who yearn for discovery, and those who wishes to control discovery. In the aftermath of the Columbia, it is my hopes that humanity does not become blind to the benefits of exploration just because of the fear of failure. Accidents do happen, just as surely as mistakes made by human beings. This is by no means making light of the sacrifices made by those souls who pursued the dreams of humanity. But to turn our backs to the paths they've created for us is to make a mockery of their deaths. Truths are not absolute. . . but words will fill the gaps. . . |
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| Emails. . . Emails. . . Checking the Emails. . . | February 10 2003, 11:34 pm |
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Geez. . . I never thought I would actually be writing emails in chinese. But now I am finding myself in a continuous dialog with Francine (formerly known as Zhi-Fong, now that I know what her English name is), and realizing that with my current setup, the time it takes me to write one chinese email is several orders of magnitude longer than for me to write an english email. Don't get me wrong. . . this has been a unique and interesting experience for me. . . but man. . . it takes forever to keep up this kind of correspondence. . . and meanwhile she keeps making fun of my use of written chinese. . . sheesh. . . women are impossible. . . I swear. . . Bonnie's dad called me today to inform me that Best Buy will be hiring near the end of this month. Therefore, I've decided to launch an expedition tomorrow to conduct a fact-finding mission to determine whether I will rejoin the Best Buy family. And I'll be swinging by Design Edge to talk to James about moving Enigma One to a new location. She's been sitting at Foohey's for too long. I need to at least start her up and make sure the fuel lines aren't corroded. . . *sigh*. . . yet another item on my to-do list that's been neglected. . . |
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| Shaolin Soccer | February 9 2003, 09:49 pm |
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Despite my initial misgivings, I decided to see this film which was brought to my attention from members of the ACM. I have not heard anything about it, and was informed that it was being brought over to the US from Hong Kong, after being thoroughly butchered in the vocal department. Figures. . . some nitwit wasn't happy with the subtitles from Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon, and now we get to deal with the ridiculous voiceovers that plagued the asian film industry here in the US. Overall, the plot of the film was fairly predictable. The special effects rivaled that of The Matrix, although I have to admit in some senses it went overboard in the special effects department. Then again, most asian films do stretch the limits of imagination. Hey, I'm asian. I can say that. There were some solemn moments during the final battle between the two main soccer teams, whereas the rest of the film had a very healthy dose of slapstick comedy. Of course, there had to be the female love interest thrown into the mix, but in this artistic compilation it comes shaken, not stirred. Overall, I think the general sentiment (which I voiced) for the film was "Final Fantasy in the Soccer world". Which in the end made a lot of sense. In attendence for the film was Will (who brought it up in the first place), Paul, Joshua, Dan, and Shrew. I thought everyone would be eating here, and proceeded to make a flavorful feast, but it turns out Dan and Shrew brought their own food, while everyone else ordered pizza. Oh well, at least I have enough food to last me for the next few days. :P Only thing about the movie though. . . I didn't realize there was a soccer hooligan issue in China. . . weird. . . |
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| Yeehaw!!! | February 9 2003, 02:07 am |
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Just got back from visiting this place called "Midnight Rodeo". Its a "country" themed "night club", that plays a variety of dance music, which ranges from country (duh), hard rock, and some scattering of clubbing music. We had a pretty big group of people (me, Crystal, Al, Austin, Victoria, Jasmine + 1, and Chris's roommate, and Victoria's friends). All in all it was an interesting experience. . . Crystal taught me how to two-step. . . at least I think its the two-step. . . and then I got dragged into line-dancing as well. . . still not too sure what to make of this whole line-dancing thing. . . :P Sleepy time. . . Addendum: Forgot to mention that Katie was there also, along with some of her friends. I also forgot to mention that during one of the breaks between dances, I had this major strike of déjà vu. . . it was when Crystal was commenting on how well a couple on the dance floor were dancing, followed by wandering where we could find water. . . its been a while since I got hit by a subliminal flashback. . . it wasn't pleasant. . . |
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| Blast from the far distant past. . . | February 7 2003, 08:44 pm |
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Ahh. . . what a interesting week. Finally got back from Plano yesterday after a eventful trip. The meeting with my adopted parents (whom I have not seen in more than ten years) was very enjoyable. They were amazed on how I turned out, just as I was amazed on how beautiful their daughter (one of two, the older sister stayed at home) became. Chinese New Years, as posted last, was a blast. I was actually attacked by one of the lion dancers because he didn't want to play around anymore (it is a ritual to taunt the "lions" and "dragons" with red envelopes to promote luck and prosperity). I don't think my immediate family took any pictures, so I'm waiting on the pictures my adopted family will be sending as soon as they get them developed. After Chinese New Years we took a small break by going shopping, but on Tuesday things turned a bit sour. One of our guests had scheduled two business meetings in Austin. We departed from Plano a bit late, and it was up to me to make sure we got there on time. So of the three hours and thirty minutes that the trip would normally take, I got us there in three and change. The Venture probably suffered some minor stress damage on the engines because I was pushing it so hard, but it couldn't be helped. Dad was sitting in the passenger seat constantly monitoring my speed, but didn't say much because he knew we were going to be late. End result, we were only ten minutes late, as opposed to the forty minutes projected in a worst case scenario. After a quick lunch with Foxconn executives I became The Driver again and whisked our guest to 3M's Innovation Center. After that, I flew back to the restaurant, picked everyone up, and proceeded to give them a crash tour of Austin (UT in particular). A few hours later we got a call saying the meeting was over, and once again I chauffered everyone to 3M before we started for home. Throughout all that I was trying to contact an internet seller to conclude an auction for one of our guests, and I am proud to say that on that day everything was concluded in a satisfactory manner. For the trip home I left the piloting duties to dad, because I was too worn out. Woke up with a terrible back pain the next morning too. My only regret for the past week was that they had to leave so soon (they left on a early Thursday morning flight). Just when I thought I was getting along with Zhi-Fong pretty well, happy days came to an end. Throughout all this I managed to come up with a new motto, which I think is fitting for the coming year. . . "Win or lose, the race is not over until I cross the finish line." |
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| Lots of festivities | February 2 2003, 03:35 pm |
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Today little "Chinatown" in Plano had its Lunar New Years celebration. The dragon-dancing troupe made its rounds with two lions and one dragon, with its supporting ast of martial artists. Sprint PCS sent several representatives to be onsite at Freeport to take part in the festivities, but unfortunately T-Mobile and Nextel were unable to attend. Nonetheless, lots of fun ensued. My adoptive parents (and "sister" as well) enjoyed quite a few laughs. Although shuttle Columbia's tragedy occured on the Lunar New Year, it is my hopes that it does not shroud the possibilities of the coming new year. While it is tragic that the men and women aboard the Columbia gave their lives in the name of exploration, we should not forget that exploration itself is a risk, and a risk we have to endure for the prosperity of mankind. |
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