| New Years Eve redux. . . | January 31 2003, 01:36 pm |
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Its that time of the year again. . . Chinese New Years happens in less than 24 hours. Time for me to make the pilgrimage back to Camelot Command. This year will be slightly different, as my adoptive parents from Taiwan (whom I haven't seen in nearly a decade) will be paying a visit. Originally they were only willing to visit for my wedding, but since I do not even have a significant other at this point in time, who knows when a wedding might actually be.
For everyone else. . . *maniacal laughter*. . . |
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| Melancholy | January 30 2003, 09:27 pm |
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Finished watching the OVAs of Oh! My Goddess tonight. It was a fairly entertaining series, with simple comedy inserted in the right places to diffuse the more serious connotations of boy-meets-supernatural-girl, and whatever implications may arise from such a union. The drawings were very artistic in general, although the scenes of the main character enjoying rides on his motorcycle is reminding me that mine has yet to be ridden for six months. *sigh*. . . My only regret is that the OVA, is five episodes too short. In between the episodes I always get the feeling that I'm missing something, although a brisk search on the net confirms that there were only 5 episodes made (not counting the "Movie" DVD currently on sale). Maybe I need to watch the Movie DVD to fill in the blanks. Hmm. . . That all said. . . why aren't there any beautiful goddesses coming out of MY mirrors??? |
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| Double Vision | January 29 2003, 09:46 pm |
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Against my better judgement, I decided to go to the ACM General Meeting today. Part of the reason I did not want to go was because I was lazy. I was nice and comfy at home, and just didn't want to step outside. But I figured since I'd be on campus, I would swing by Emily's place and retrieve my DVDs and CS341 notes. The meeting went as it usually did, with blurbs of future activities and advertising for new members. I zoned out through most of it, concentrating on why my connection to the CS wireless network was spotty. After the meeting, I swung by Emily's place, and scared the crap out of her sister (I knocked on the front door, but apparently she didn't hear, and when she opened the door to go to a friend's place she jumped back a few meters). Oh, and I did pick up my stuff before dropping her off to her friend's. As I settled into a comfortable position in the seat of the car for the long drive home, I noticed something funny. The car in front of me. It looked vaguely familiar. In fact, it was the exact same car as mine (only the 3rd G35C I've seen in Austin to date, but this one had the same exterior paint and interior leather). At first the other driver didn't notice, as she was busy talking with her friend. But as I switched lanes and passed her on the right, she definitely took notice. So began a short impromptu race between us twins down Guadaplupe. We weren't going above the speed limit, just doing some technical racing between lanes and cars. In short, it made my day. I was tempted to follow them to whatever destinaton they were headed and chat with a fellow G35C owner, but thought better since she didn't seem to be too focused on the road (which might lead to dangerous situations later). I finally found something that beats driving my G35C. . . driving with a fellow G35C. :) |
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| Figures. . . | January 27 2003, 11:17 pm |
| On the eve of my triumph in besting Active Directory and Exchange Server, I find out that my scripted services have all been crippled. Apparently in my quest to set up a Domain Controller, I overlooked certain security issues that maimed the scripts that I employ all over the site. It seems that I've finally resolved it. . . so I'm holding my breath for the next few days and see what happens. . . | |
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| Love & Peace | January 26 2003, 05:37 pm |
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As I sit through episode after episode of Trigun (anime), I can't stop laughing every other second. From what I've seen so far, the series takes place in a distant future, on a planet that is reminiscent of the old wild west. The story revolves around a character named Vash the Stampede, rumored to be able to take down an entire city, slaughter thousands of opponents, and emerge virtually unscathed (which is why he has a $60,000,000,000 price on his head). But in truth he is a happy go lucky kind of guy (promoting love & peace throughout the world, for instance), not really interested in waging mindless violence (unlike the merciless yet incompetent bounty hunters he always goes up against), but have the most intimate knowledge on how to defend himself when push comes to shove (with his custom made six-shot revolver). Not to sound cheesy or anything, but I can identify alot with the character. . . especially the really stupid situations he finds himself in (whether because of bad luck or stupidity, or both). . . yet the idealistic values that he promotes (furthermore, demonstrates through his actions) through the series rings a truth that's too close to home. . . |
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| The upcoming war. . . | January 26 2003, 12:46 am |
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For those of you who're keeping up with the current politics, here's a good site to review (RealPlayer / RealOne required). It covers alot of things I have been telling people about the whole "War on Terror" and "War on Iraq". Maybe I'm too cynical about these things. Maybe I'm actually right about this whole load of BS. . . :P
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| Dreary and drizzly. . . | January 25 2003, 11:17 pm |
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Because of the ungodly hour I went to bed last night, I was groggy and incoherent for most of the day. Unfortunately, very little was accomplished today. . . other than me taking care of my basic needs. I'm hoping I get to go to bed a little earlier tonight so I can get something done tomorrow. . . Well. . . I did accomplish something. . . spent the early afternoon going over and reviewing my resume. Since I haven't gotten any replies (either yea or nay, which I've stated before, is rather frustrating) at all from the inquiries I sent out, I decided maybe there was something wrong in my application materials. After some twiddling and fiddling, I really couldn't find anything amiss. . . Meanwhile, I'm zipping over to the ACM house for some low stakes poker. . . like I said, hopefully I won't get home too late. . . :P |
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| False Alarm. . . | January 25 2003, 03:04 am |
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Emily decided to disappear for most of the day today, and I didn't find out about this until her sister contacted me to inquire about her whereabouts. Thus began several hours of questioning and hypothetical projections of what she's been doing and where she might've gone. Cell phones you ask? It was either turned off, or no one was answering, or more omniously, someone none of us recognized answered the phone. What made matters worse was the news that she had skipped work today, something completely out of her character. A search pattern was considered, but without any solid leads I had no idea where to begin looking. As much as I had wanted to help, I had no idea how. It was a rather frustrating experience, and now I have a glimpse on how families of missing persons feel. So for several hours I placed myself on Standby Alert (ready for departure, armed and armored, within 15 minutes), waiting for either news of her condition or info on what she might have been doing today. It was rather taxing. . . considering that I hadn't gotten much sleep lately. Damn me and my Paladinic codes of honor. . . The ordeal ended when Emily finally called home. No details have been released yet on what happened, and I'm hoping to find out more during a debriefing session soon. |
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| A little R&R | January 25 2003, 12:45 am |
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Decided on a whim to take the day off from everything today. So spent the day relaxing by washing the car. Stupid bird crap took me an hour to wipe off, and then I could begin washing the car. But the effort was worth it. . . one of the other residents (who owned an S2000), drove by and offered compliments on the car. It made my day. . . :) Then went to Fry's because they had some pretty good rebates on a 64MB flash drive (so I can backup stuff) and a 64MB smart media (so I can have more songs on my MP3 player), and I just had to jump on it. Problem is, there is no UPC on the smart media package, so I'm not sure how I get to reclaim my rebate. Guess I'll have to go up there tomorrow and ask. . . Made myself a huge salmon steak for dinner, and some sauteed onions and mushrooms, and a huge bowl of mashed potatoes (from actual potatoes). Problem is, I made too much food. . . guess I'll save some it for lunch tomorrow. I must be sick. . . usually I can finish all of it in one sitting. No wait. . . I must be getting old. . . :P Spent several hours talking to Bonnie again. At this rate I'll be way over my minutes on my cell phone. Wish I could charge the time to AT&T for screwing up my move order and forcing me to cancel their service due to their incompetence. *sigh*. . . they don't make phone companies like they used to. . . |
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| Freezing my nuggets | January 23 2003, 09:36 pm |
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Damn it was cold tonight. I spent the entire day (pro bono) finishing the painting at the house. I basically spent 12 hours there from beginning to end, wrapping up loose ends here and there. Ironically of the day that I chose to work for free, it was the longest and the hardest day of work. Maybe it just feels that way because I know I'm not being paid to do it. Hmm. . . so much for mind over matter. . . So as I came home tonight, I thought to myself, it sure is damn cold. It was cold enough that I actually used the car's seat heater (something I thought I'd never have to do in Texas). Well. . . time to find some food. . . and then maybe get some Linux studying done tonight. Tomorrow I get to wash the car, because a bunch of annoying crows decided it was a good idea to start bombing my car. Grrr. . . death to all crows. . . |
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| Over the Edge | January 19 2003, 05:05 pm |
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Well. . . it finally happened. I knew I was pushing myself beyond my physical limits these past few days, and risking total systems failure. Especially since I haven't fully recovered from my illness which started last month. I was able to do some tasks at the house today, but pretty much by noon I was incapcitated. Symptoms ranged from light-headedness, feeling weak, and feeling cold all the time. Whether I like it or not, I get to stay home and recuperate for the next few days. Great. . . |
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| Sniffles | January 17 2003, 09:25 pm |
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Was plagued by sinus congestion all day. Plus was feeling hot and cold at the same time. And body was aching all over. And my head felt like it was filled with concrete. I'm obviously sick, but I have no idea what with. . . :P Tried drinking water, no effect. Tried taking medicine, no effect. Tried staying warm, no effect (other than getting sweaty). Can't fall asleep because I can't breathe. *sigh*. . . Good thing I didn't have to go paint today, although the plan is to finish up a few more rooms tomorrow. Hopefully I'll feel better than. . . |
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| The calm after the storm | January 17 2003, 01:31 am |
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Painting at the house continues unabated. I'm experiencing severe exhaustion (no thanks to my sinuses), and somehow managed to putter through two more rooms today. All we have left is the hallways, master bedroom, living room, a smaller bedroom, and wallpapering the bathroom. I'd say 2-3 more days before that project is complete. Had a very weird dream last night. Somewhat of a continuation of a series of dreams I've been having. The previous dream had me lying in bed, sweating that I had missed two days of class already (I was taking networks with Edmondson-Yurkanon, of all people. . .), and we had a midterm on that day. I was skitterish because I had no idea what the class was about, and was afraid of going in to take the midterm completely and utterly unprepared. Last night's dream placed me back in Hell. The school that butchered what childhood I had. . . and for some ungodly reason I was back in that school, walking those haunting halls, seeing familiar faces and telling them about what has transpired since my evacuation. I remember one moment, I was feeling so weakened, I sat down in the hallway while everyone walked by me, and my shoulder (where the broken collarbone was) hurt incessantly. Shortly after that, I walked out of the school (wearing the god-awful uniforms), called Ni-Lie up (who happened to live around the school for some reason), and asked for a ride home. I think that dream was prompted by a gender/racial relations discussion taking place on the ACM Officer's list that brought back some unpleasant memories. Worse yet, one of my responses to the discussion resulted in a mostly unacquainted officer to attack my character and accuse me of being racist (names left out to protect. . . well. . . not necessarily innoncent, but still. . .). To those who know me, there should not be any need for explanation of my point of view. To those who do not, I consider myself to be pretty open-minded about most things. Frankly, I have never been truly incensed before, but this was quite unacceptable. For a person who does not know me, to judge my character based on one single statement (I'm tempted to say that it was taken completely out of context), which was formed due to my previous experiences, is most certainly a murder of character. The injustice of her accusations (without proper evidence) is exactly why the world is in the sorry shape it is in today. *sigh*. . . and this generation is to carry on the human race? I fear at the thought. . . I'm getting too old and cynical for this. . . let someone else carry the burden of saving the world. . . |
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| Paint the walls | January 15 2003, 12:05 am |
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In an interesting turn of events, I am now working for Bonnie's dad. First it started with his computer (Quincy-Pro) acting up, so I drove over there to take a look at it. Turns out accessing the floppy drive hangs the computer indefinitely. Anyways, while looking over the system there, he mentioned that he's currently helping an acquiantance remodeling their home, and asked if I would be interested in $100/day for helping him out. Considering my situation, beggars could not be choosers. So for the next few days I get to work with him in painting the house. We started bright and early today, and managed to finish the kitchen, breakfast room, and half the living room. Unfortunately I spent myself completely today (back is complaining loudly, and the cold weather has frozen my sinuses), and would require some time to recuperate. The plan is for me to rest tonight and tomorrow morning, go in for a half-day of light-duties (retouch the wallpaper in the master bath), and then resume painting on Thursday. Oh, I did "fix" Quincy Pro eventually. . . swapped out the floppy drive for a 100MB ZIP EIDE drive from Quincy IX. Now I'm short a ZIP drive. . . :P |
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| Contemplation | January 11 2003, 05:40 pm |
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Attended a very moving contemporary musical drama today, performed by the Tzu-Chi organization. I didn't know what the performance was about until today, and I only found out about it because Emily was part of the cast. The title is "Sutra of Profound Gratitude towards Parents", which was a rather long-winded translation of what it really means in Chinese. I'm not going to criticize the translator, because even I have a hard time trying to translate it. Essentially the piece was about the hardships and difficulties a parent would experience, and hopefully overcome, in the course of rearing their child. It began with the definition of what unconditional love is, how it could be applied, and what the child should do in return. Even though the cast consisted of volunteers, it seemed that they did a fair job in performing the piece. The core of the piece was the music and lyrics though, and the acting merely complemented it. As I hinted above, the entire piece was in chinese (Tzu-Chi is a quasi-buddhist organization). So the profound effects of this performance would be lost on a non-chinese speaker. However, those of us with an asian background (and more importantly can identify with the scenarios depicted in the play) should be able to appreciate the significance of what was being said. To me, it showed from a 3rd person's point of view of what my parents went through during my upbringing (and even now, while my sister stretches their patience). While it was a very emotional perspective, it also brought about greater understanding of their thoughts and sacrifices. In all likelihood, it also gave me a glance at my future, on what I might be facing in the coming decades (we should all fear at the thought of my descendants turned loose on the world :) ). This, coupled with the rather long and intimate discussion I had last night with Bonnie, has left me in a rather emotionally vulnerable state. So I think its best that I retire to my hilltop fortress for the moment. . . and contemplate. . . about things. . . |
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| Lethargy | January 9 2003, 10:31 pm |
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Don't know why, but I was pretty much knocked out today. Whenever I try to sit down to start studying Linux, I would fall asleep within 5 minutes. I fumbled my way through most of today with a blitzing headache, and even now its sitting in the back of my head reminding me of its presence. Talk about feeling under the weather. . . guess I shouldn't have stayed up late last night working on the site. Only good news I have is I managed to figure out what was wrong with the Perl/CGI interpreter, so the message boards are working once again. I still can't figure out why the Chinese-English dictionary isn't finding the resource files though. Guess I could always ask someone who is already hosting it. . . Ni-Lie's computer (Meshuga) decided today wasn't a good day either. While he was browsing the web and downloading stuff, it crashed on him. Repeated attempts to restart the system produced a scary NT kernel trap message. Meshuga is currently sitting on my work bench, where it is humming happily without any problems. I'm going to try to keep it running overnight and see if it developes any problems by morning. It is a good thing that it works when I look at it, but it is a bad thing that it does not work when I'm not around. It might be a RAM problem (like the one I experienced a while back), but I'm not 100% certain. |
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| Tour de Bismark | January 8 2003, 11:34 pm |
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Despite a mostly uneventful day yesterday, I decided to take the Bismark out for a showing of the flag. First stop was at Mixer Group, where everyone was taken by surprise at the appearance of the new ship. Chris was flabbergast and started darting around the vessel, while Blake and An both began inspections in their own way. We then went out to lunch at Guero's, where I decided their chicken enchiladas with verde sauce was quite good. After lunch I swung by Design Edge to see what was going on over there. I was intercepted at the front door by Pearce, who proceeded to show me an email I had sent to him earlier, apologizing for not responding to it (it was all folded up and dog-eared, as if it had been carried around for a while). Blandy showed up shortly afterwards, and some catching up was done. Word spread of the arrival of the new ship, and soon most of the Industrial Design people were oogling at the vessel as well. Turns out Mannie also has one on order, and Pip was seriously considering one for a while. Even though everyone was jealous of my good fortune, it felt good to be in their humorous company again. After that, Best Buy earned my good graces again by honoring a price match on a purchase I made in the beginning of December. The Customer Service Representative took one look at the reciept, and listened to maybe half of what I was saying, then proceeded to do what I had hoped she would do. Too bad not all CSRs are like her. :P Managed to get in a little Linux studying today. Guess I'll wind up the night with a little GTA3 before I head to bed. More Linux and hopefully some physical training tomorrow. . . |
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| Incapcitation | January 7 2003, 12:02 am |
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Was pretty much incapcitated today. . . My sinuses decided that nothing was going to prevent it from being stuffed up, and my lower back pain was sitting in the background gleefully reminding me of its presence. The only productive thing I did today was fix Ni-Lie's computer (his sound card decided to go on strike for some reason). Since neither of us has seen Star Trek Nemesis, we agreed to figure out a time to go see it. Which should happen sometime before the end of the world. Damn sinuses. . . |
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| Serenity | January 6 2003, 12:32 am |
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Mostly uneventful day. Met with Bonnie at her parents, had lunch, and then regrouped back at OC4 and soaked in the jaccuzi for a little bit. Somehow I managed to sprain my back again, so that might delay me going back on SEAL training for a while longer. Finally it came time to take her to the airport so she could catch her flight back to Denver. It wasn't easy letting her go, but I think I managed to hide my emotions fairly well. It would not do either of us any good to be too teary eyed at the airport. Ni-Lie swung by earlier so I could install a new hard drive for him. We catched up on each other while I wrestled with the stubborn hard drive (I do not recommend anyone getting a hard drive bigger than 137GB, its too much hassle). He hasn't changed much, and stuck in the same rut I am (recent grad with poor job prospectus). So ends my fairly enjoyable vacation. Tomorrow I shall resume my Linux studies, and maybe some SEAL training too. . . my back willing. Even though I find myself alone once again, I am mostly at peace. Now if only I can find a job. . . :P |
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| The Good. . . The Bad. . . and The. . . . . . | January 4 2003, 11:41 pm |
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The Good: Quincy Pro finally succumbed to my technical skills, and accepted a sound card. Ownership of Quincy Pro has been transferred from RPM Freelancers to Chan Inc. Bonnie and I have been discussing more about our current situation/relationship, and plan to use the book "Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus" to further alleviate problems that we have had. Last but not least, I am learning more about Mahjong, and with luck I should be a decent player before long. The Bad: My allergies are still acting up, although not as bad as it used to be several days ago. As of this point I really don't think I'm allergic to any type of pollen or dust. . . just the damn cold tempertures (I'm fine during the day, basking in the sun, and I'm completely incapcitated at night, withering in the freezing winds). I am running out of funding, so I will have to survive on Ramen noodles until I secure employment. The (unspeakable): Nothing really. Just that this current state of job-less-ness is REALLY getting on my nerves. Oh, and Bonnie leaves for Denver tomorrow. It was fun while it lasted. . . |
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| More happenstance | January 4 2003, 12:24 am |
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Been a busy couple of days. Went down to San Antonio yesterday with Bonnie, and we spent the entire day there acting like a couple of bumpkin tourists and enjoying the food and atmosphere. We managed to visit the Alamo before it closed, but was dismayed by the rather rude "caretaker" who insisted on talking on the phone and proceeded to ignore our presence and inquiries. Spent the entire day with her again today, but mainly to look at her misbehaving cell phone and finish decommissioning Quincy Pro so she can take it home to her parents. Unfortunately for some reason Quincy Pro is complaining when a sound card is installed, and until this road block is removed, I'm not willing to let it go. Other than that, Quincy IV has been completely decommissioned, and as I said above, Quincy Pro is putting up a fight. :P Obviously, until I am done with Quincy Pro, I won't be able to resolve the minor problems on Quincy X that is preventing the message boards on this site to work. But the FTP site is up and running! :) Beyond that. . . my allergies are still plaguing me. I still can't figure out what is causing this, and have been completely unsuccessful in even trying to identify a pattern or a common element. Bonnie's dad has been very helpful these past few days in suggesting remedies, even though we have yet to find one that works. :P Does anyone have a sinus they're willing to donate to a good cause? |
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| Mahjong! | January 1 2003, 11:08 pm |
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Spent most of the day with Bonnie today, and had lunch AND dinner with her parents. Everyone was in a mostly cheery mood (because of New Years and Bonnie's birthday). Unfortunately I was still stricken by my allergies and was severely limited in my participation of the celebrations. However, they managed to teach me how to play mahjong (Hong Kong style) after dinner, and with beginner's luck I somehow won after 8 rounds. I think I was able to grasp most of the rules, although I'm sure there are still a few I'm missing. Meanwhile, I'm still wrestling with Quincy X to make it do what I want it to do (Me, boss.). This Win2k Active Directory stuff is more confusing than it needs to be. :P |
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| New Year. . . New Start. . . | January 1 2003, 04:46 am |
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Hope everyone had a happy new years. I've been severely preoccupied for the past few days, so have been unable to post the latest activities. As soon as things calm down a bit I will append the past week to the log. But first the fun stuff. The switchover from port 6000 to 8080 has occured, or you would not be reading this right now. The switchover from Quincy Pro to Quincy X has also occured, with some minor glitches being worked out ASAP. All you techies interested in the specs can check out the updated Quincy X page. Back to getting things to work. No rest for the wicked. . . :P |
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